It's been a roller coaster of emotions in the past 5 months. 5 months ago on the 17th, I walked into my first ever Second Saturday and decided to change my life, and do everything in order to give glory to God. And WOW has it been an adventure. So much love. Happiness. And being surrounded by my Kingdom Family throughout the entire process. With their help I have grown closer to God then I have ever been, and I know there's always room to grow. Yesterday we had 'brunch talk' a brand new thing for second Saturday. Yes, I know, yesterday wasn't the second Saturday of the month it was the third. But there are no technicalities for when we can get together a worship Jesus.
So yesterday I had the privilege of being asked to pray over the meal before we all sit down to eat and enjoy each others company. Let me just tell y'all I had no idea I had the ability to see God the way I did yesterday. Before I prayed, Mrs. Wenz prayed over me. As she was praying over me, my heart was beating SO FAST. I don't think my heart has ever beaten that rapidly before. and in that moment I knew the Holy Spirit was with me, God had His arm around me, guiding me through this prayer that I was so nervous to pray. I knew in that moment that He was going to fill me with His wisdom so that I can pray in the proper way over this meal.
5 months ago I would have never been able to pray in front of people the way I did before we sat down to eat. I have a fear of public speaking and I always have. But when I was talking in front of maybe 20-25 of my peers yesterday those nerves were gone. I knew God had me and was going to walk me through what He wanted me to say. With that prayer I realized what a stronghold God has over our lives. In the small things and the humongous things.
"By His wounds, we are healed." - Isaiah 53: 5
Happy Easter everyone!!!!
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